Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Absconding or evasive...

Been away for more than 7 months…away from my favorite channel to express myself…my blog!!

I asked the universe what will inspire me to write again….and as always it did not let me down. A friend kindly pointed out that I alone can inspire myself. So here I am, back again … supported by the fact that there is enough bedlam in me and enough eagerness to share to bring me to a point where I am able to write without exerting my mind and in a flow that releases.

I have been evasive…shying away from life, love and its opportunity. More often than not I have prophesized to myself what I call the true knowing of being in love….and now I realize that I am far from understanding it…so decided to stop beating myself for it and rest with the fact that it is okay to be all confused and unclear…and at a cross road of life...

Through windy paths set forth in front of me,
Many lessons did I ignore and chose not to see.
The universe has sent the realization to me,
Loneliness shall end and love shall be…
How? ....It does not matter,
All I know is that my evasive spirit is destined to shatter.
A moment at the crossroad of time that will be…

A careless glance will cross all and reach my heart
It will mark the end of absconding…to define a new start.
To endless moments of healing care
Kind words, whispers and secrets to share
For again, when my heart will have the courage to dare…
A moment that will make me vulnerable yet ready to bare

Loneliness shall end and love shall be…
How? ....It does not matter,
All I know is my evasive spirit is destined to shatter.
A moment at the crossroad of time that will be…

The meaning of life will unfold as I tread through the crossroads of time
There will be renewed energies, a new spirit and a new life…

Hola – its time to stop absconding!!!

1 comment:

kapil said...

There is nobody in this world who cannot justify his actions if not to the world at least to himself.

There is nobody in this world who does not find the most perfect face staring back at him from the mirror first thing in the morning.

Because if this justification cant be done, if the person staring back at you is not what you think of yourself to be then you cease to exist as a human.

To accept what you think of yourself to be is more important than others think of you.

But then again this is a very individualistic approach........and does lot of good to your self esteem. When in social enviornment one should not judge people by one own concepts.............because the concerned person is also living by the same rules and justifies his actions to himself and sees the perfect face staring at him in the mirror...........It is a paradox, going by these rules it would be a world full of egoists and self obssesed maniacs, but it is not............all because of love.

And Love does happen, one has to let it happen.
The most common mistake is to try to make it happen....................................LET IT HAPPEN.