Monday, January 9, 2006

I wonder sometimes whether I need to be in a relationship at all. Somewhere the idea of being in a relationship has started making me jittery. I rather just remain in the comfort zone of being with friends rather than stepping into a bond and getting lost in an array of expectations.

Paulo Cohelo says when a Warrior of light looks at the sunset and does not feel the same exuberating feeling that he once felt- its time to fall in love. The fact of the matter is that is more often than not we make others the source our happiness. How can the beautiful plush rays of the sun not warm your heart? Do I really need to be in love to appreciate the rainbow?
Maybe....and again maybe not.....

As i spend time discovering new facets of my own being the thin line that demarcates happiness from rapture becomes clear.....

I feel like a nightingale all set to capture the vastness of the skies.....

Luscious green meadows that stretch far and wide.
Smiling little lilies that hold themselves up with pride...
Swinging and dancing to a gentle breeze.
Somewhere the tempest has been put to ease...
The little nightingale sings with a steadying voice.
Not bleeding to the thorn has been a destined choice...
A hand of passion has held her firmly and pulled out there piercing
pain...
Now she will fly again...for if ever the tempest tries to storm her life again
It would be an effort but all in vain

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

for what its worth, yes!

they say that sharing love multiplies it rather then dividing it. And being social animals, one can't deny that you need companionship for emotional survival.

... but the wait is part of the romance you know. there are greater forces at work than you can fathom today. trust me on that